that particular..

Am I trapped 
I ask myself
Is there a place
Where I can just be me, myself
To be seen by
All, in this world
Except that..
An element not good
Harmful, I may say that
Tarnishing my mind
Spoiling my life
How could he ask
A relationship
When am someone's wife
May be from another world
Where it happens so weird
He was bitter sweet
A nauseating piece
Ah, says  loves n' cares
Has many indeed to make with pairs
Who's to tell him he puts 
My world upside down when stares
Bad intentions
(What good hidden behind?)
I was much better when I was with strangers
Who didn't know me, near or far
An adventurous world to try my luck
Disgusting manners, what he wants to prove
He's better than all yet has to move
I've read him enough now need to go
Is there a place where don't find him sure
Just be with the rest of world
Except that particular..
Out of my mind!