So sad

So sad
You're not what I thought.


I thought 
You accepted me 


As a whole being
As what I am


Not knowing
You pay a damn thought


Why is it so
Nausea overpowers


Whenever you leave
I feel dizzy


Unable to cope
Not knowing my own emotions


What should be done?
I cannot take this thing anymore 


Worst phase of life
Repeats and reminds itself