Don't do that again

These paths were not known before
My friend asked me why were you not sure
I said I was waiting for him to come and say
And had full faith will come before he goes away
But it didn't happen as the last day arrived but he
didn't say That last day has changed my whole
life I don't trust anyone any more don't rely on 
my instincts and confirm everything before I do 
It seems he's habitual of creating illusion and 
flying away without a second thought for any 
one to think and say It seems I see him again
This time in heavens as he says this earth has 
no place forever to let us meet How easy it's
for him to play with anything which comes 
across his mind field He's in the  world of 
words and sarcasm seems his prime mode causing
pain to enter words sent into space hoping they 
land at right place Then I see a prayer for me to 
see a beautiful heart, Will I really see the changes, 
a consistency commitment in them or I'll be again 
made to hide behind those curtains of anguish where 
I've to search for reasons to find words to weave
into strings to give better meaning to moments 
swiftly passing by Not hoping much from anyone!