day of doom..

How many times you've made me die
And how many times you will more make me cry
When all asked how you come to know him
The truth is I still know you not
In heart of hearts I've always thought 
only of you
Innumerable sleepless nights have witnessed 
my tears and helplessness 
I've tried to touch you, know you more
knowing I'm not worth you
Deep with in there's always a voice saying
there's something which will never go
Will keep waiting, waiting and waiting
Not now, or for days to come
For a final judgement till the day of doom