enough

want to know the depth..?
depth of what..?
love?
what were you then?
what i knew about you?
you never let me know anything
always hid everything
and i gave everything..
you were cause of my  depression
did i give you one?
my everything means
every moment till i was sure you'll
not reply..
a big NO i was slapped brutally
off you went..
i wept you never did for me
you went and made a history
did you miss me these years?
did you ever search for me?
NO..!!!
what love and its depth you talk about
when you've had many gals in your life
still you do have
if there is love one never goes further
sticks to that person
have you done so?
one day you sing lofty praises
the other day you call the person whore
in fact your depression is evident
i told you beforehand
never hid anything
then why you change?
you found me first
now too
coz i was something now at least
did you come when i was nothing?
and you talk of depth?
your most immature being
you want to convey your feelings
at the same time hide
what should i make out from it?
nothing
but now i have omething to hold to
my marriage
my kids
you may find emotions less fight more in it
but it is my armor
my savior in face of you
indecisiveness
my love is meant for those who are mine
and undoubtedly they are mine
do you have guts to break such bond?
NO..you cannot!
coz your love is nothing
mere words of poetry
which can be preserved can be read again and again
but can provide no support
my marriage my kids
are bound to support and love me
they know i do connect to you
its there love which makes me do
they have faith on me
they trust me
they support me
he knows me
you do not
you cannot
you talk of depth..?
i with out fear declare i love you
have you ever done so?
Never
Has anyone ever told me
you loved or love me?
Never..
Everything is evident
Everything is clear
It's better you marry off the girl
you roam about with
No, i doubt you'll do so
coz you love no one actually
you simply wonder about these words
what they are?
the one who loves truly
goes ahead and gets it
love gives courage to do so
Sorry, you're too far from all this
Better keep singing and dancing
and entertaining masses who love
This is what love is for you..
Never talk of depth..
B'cause you don't know still..
Enough writtene
if pain is what we can give
each other
better don't watch over me
i too will not come your place.
you talk of plans?
what plans?
if i'm strain to your brain
so are you to me
what will i gain
i'll only lose your way, have lost much already.