lessons

I watched the new day arrive
Brighter than the other days,
it seemed..
Despite awakening whole night,
my face with happiness beamed..
Yellow flowers bloomed on
otherwise plain trees,
I looked down from the same place my
eyes had many times your image seen..
Darkness was as if made for me,
My reward was plenty of gloom..
Deep down I knew nothing was my
fortune.
No one to care,
No one to share;
Even if, God happened to send some day
I will ever ask, why not you? why?
But the new day that arrived that day,
Seemed to say, enough is enough!
You've stood too long, now you've to go
Ev'n if there's no one left to say a good bye
That day I gave brakes to thinking..
That day was made just for me
That day I didn't stand there
I didn't need to go there any more..
I came down from there forever
I went to the place where I saw light
I didn't knew I wasn't yet right
Hoping,
Someone will be there
Someone willing to share
Someone willing to dare
But none was there
Yes, I cared and I failed
Again and again
Many times
Till I sat with no hope
And finally when one made for me arrived
I was left with,
No smiles, no hopes, no desires
I simply had to live on
Realizing,
God doesn't fulfill our wishes
God gives many-many lessons in disguise..