guilt faced

Shutting the doors
I went away..
I know,
I had not done
till this day..
The moment demanded
I knew,
I was wrong
And so were they..
Scorning will happen
a day,
I didn't think
Or I did..
But that moment,
was a rage
Had to be done
Punished,
who was?
Debate will always lay
Better not discuss
And forget the day
I did it,
Guilt is there,
It's well
Had to be done
Hiding will take place
I know,
was wrong but
had to be done
Irrespective of hurt or guilt
afterwards occurred,
It still tortures and will more
in future..
I think I'll do again the same
If such thing happens again
or maybe I'll understand better
reasons to ignore
and avoid
an unavoidable incidence
only not to feel guilty later
wondering,
for times to come,
why and how
I could do it?
Scared of myself
I am indeed..