To stay

There was a moment
I felt like pushing away from
All that's you..
A moment soon arrived
Leaving me think
All's you..
I know now I'll stay here
Ev'n you or else asks me
to move..
No there's nothing I'm
left with to mend or prove..

Before a fall..

Run after shadows and fall
A voice just called
No one there
It was my mind
Hearing the non-existant
I realized after deep fall
Scars remind thereon
Beware of shadows
Be with people who always
need you or when you need them
In case something goes beyond
your strength to deal all..
Just give them call
But
Never follow shadows.

from tough to you..

Weightlessness always where no gravity
in thoughts and deeds..
As far as asking for complexity
Depends on your inner self;
Wait..if you can
When complexity starts appearing as
nothing, but
Simplicity..
Why waste on such tough book
Instead of being a page
Be a book with a single page..
constituting both and others of you..
Your weightless wish will surely
come true..
To me, I didn't even deserve
your adieu..
So no more send your futile clues.

i think of you..

when i win or lose
i think of you

when he's rude or good
i think of you

when i smile or control tears
i think of you

whether words for me or not
i think of you

with a bitter painful realisation
i can never be with you

may God always bless you!

Plea

Disgrace me time and again
Again and again
Till I stop remembering you..
Despite almost killed each day
will never ever think or say..
{I love you}

Why?

So you allowed your sister
to be a whore
who winks and... you
Ugly hearts with yours
create best pics

Congrats!

standards

I cannot be of your status
Such 'Status Certificate' was
well given by you almost
an year ago..
Well remember..?
Definitely right
You're really very bright
Grabbing waists and hips
of ladies of your status
Tasting them to throw them
It seems..?
Willingly smiling they surrender
to your status,
Hardly knowing are producing
nauseating scenes,
A perfect image of detereorating status
Amongst them,
You're the cheapest!
Times confirming
All're placed exactly right!!!

rotten trust

Your pic with her
could not prevent her
from saying..
"He cannot be trusted"
She's really silly in such terms
Why she couldn't realize
"Who needs in you, such trust?"

Despite Warning

So my unwelcomed visits

fail to teach me,

"Don't go there.."

I don't beg or ask

anything nor do

expect an attention

It's more than that simple..

It's beyond an understanding

that explains or prevents

what's wrong if I go and

watch different hues

Unless  they deviate from

being 'harmless'..

He takes without giving

has long gone

yet never fails to keep a record

wherever n whatever

goes  with me

right or wrong!

Not applicable

Okay
A confession
Jealousy or possessiveness
Works not here
Coming for addiction then
Don't have an answer
Disgusting though
Does not really matter
Plain words of a story
Or a poetry
Makes one think
May be it was one's history
Or something related to a mystery
Which somehow got shared
Through words wandering
in a book written by someone
Who was too lazy to see it in reality
Emotions evoked or thought to exist
Raw bleeding provide worth to words
Grab all of them from me or someone
Who's tall enough to make you scratch for more
At last it's just a book to be read and forgotten
For life's are more precious than a play
That is far from reality
Again, not a reality!

All true

Old repetitions
Nothing new
What new one can bring,
When old itself presented as new?
Boring material twisted badly
Trying one's best
Turns out to be
Overused
An abuse
There's no fun
Deliberate torture for brains
Kept under dark
Fooled again and again
By same old bark
Stop this game
All are again the same
Try genuinely new
Something really true
Original untwisted
Straight from origins
Bright or blue
But must be
All true!

My own place

Reflections uproar
Different from the rest
Unfit anywhere
Where's the place
My own
To be called?
Far away somewhere
Gathering dust and sun
Beneath shades of trees
A place where sweetness hums
Beyond bite of heat
No scorching sun
Where chillblains unheard
nor heights with curves
torture feet
Where enough space
to be your own
An undemanding team
I long such place
of my own.

Fight fright

I read something on the wall
A place of worship
Not belonging to any religion or
Any particular God
Curious, I stood
While someone from inside
Moved forward
"Come in, you're like my daughter
Or you may call, my sister
I'll show you this place"
Amidst nature nicely built
Where all scriptures kept
Purity seemed bliss
This person's unfamiliar
Saint like behavior
No, not
Too early to say anything or judge
Taking through stairs
Showing various rooms
Brought to a small door
Offered re
raisins with a sudden hug
As I stood sans clue
While hesitating to get inside
No other being near
Except that old man and a guard
Noting apparent to fright
I asked permission to leave soon
Suddenly he changed
who till now appeared like a boon
"How can you leave so soon"
Something somehow in his voice
Didn't seem right
Without replying
I fled from that scene
While he kept calling, poor being
Promised myself,
Never to trust a stranger
Not to take anything!

Sounds familiar

This is a period of rest
I recuperate
Realize
How stupid all that's been
When nothing at all it seems
What fun this life is
What game played benefits
Whom do we look for
Just all's within
No other master
One seeks

A baggage so heavy
Mind so weary
This cliff hard to climb
Made to do all we like not
Just thinking some day
We'll stand tall
While expecting an unexpected
Severe downfall

Gorgeous are the ways to escape
Fears and falls
Fools gain to deprive themselves
Oh, as they say
We're fit for every call
Time does wait as they sweat
Fulfilling dreams who knows all
Later to know others' field
Always had a ball

Ceaseless running continues
Monks repeat messages
Believing they are heard
Later after one has gone through
Vigorous stresses
Health taken its toll

Till then, experiences accumulate
on this journey sent.

Accept

The best of hair do
Make-up like never before
Elegantly dressed
Hides flaws so perfectly
Is that you?
Strange I feel not
Love long back lost
Why take so much pains?
You're free my dear..
Just be your real self
Acceptance of yours to yourself
Matters most to you
Than this ever demanding world..

Disturbed..

I'm losing my ground
Leaving soon...
Came here
Not ashamed to say
Just for you..
It seems
My search carries me
Nowhere..
My question I
throw upon you,
Why you threw pebbles
In still water of my pond
When oceans abide
And follow you..
My unending search
I leave in midway..
My life has no meaning
Without you..
I've seen you with her
And it's true..
Alas!
I'm not you..
I'm no more blue..!

sang (hindi)

'संग'

ज़िन्दगी हमें सिखा न सकी
संग हमारे मुस्कुरा न सकी
दूर इठलाती हवा ने मानो
रंगों की बारिश को यूँ मोड़ा
हंसी ठिठक कर मायूस
बरबस रुलाई से पूछ बैठी
"क्या ये दुःख है ?
तब मुझे चलना होगा.. "
इस पर रुलाई हंसी की
बांह पकड़ कर बोली
चल दोनों संग चलते हैं
दुःख या सुख
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