Where to go?

I started from where..?
Ah, somewhere there..
No, even earlier ..
Or earlier than I can remind myself,
As I feel some deeper..
When I stood alone looking
at the waving woods,
the lush green grass and the air, 
all together brought
something to me,
Yeah, very fair..!
And I started talking to myself..
Finding myself..
So different from others.
or everyone is just the same, 
when no one present inside
to bother..
The God moment,
I've seen and met.
The naked eyes,
surprised to get.
The reflection in the mirror,
shown to myself.
The Universe shining,
The only One,
A belief bringing to destiny,
I am whole.
Unsure and astonished,
I leave that path.
Should I regret the quit,
before the start?
I went to the World. 
I saw that as real.
I realize, caught in surreal.
And I pray,
Where to go?

Progressing..

Progressing..
I think about it, as few lines catch hold
I go back to them, to listen again
This time an intent enters, clear and bold
Ah, this I can relate to.
Though these lines I knew long before,
are not new but very old.
Now for me, have a meaning minted in gold.
Addressed to the One, 
whom every body knows.
The Carer of All. 
In Hearts of All, forever behold.
And I knew not,
Till now..
You were always with me!
In every moment..
And my mortal eyes unable to see?
Wrapped in ever changing worldly thoughts,
I ever astrayed away from my way.
No matter how many times I've failed,
You came forward, 
I found myself standing tall 
in my every walk despite 
how great a fall..
I've been bestowed upon, 
Your endless care,
Your endless forgiveness, 
Your endless compassion..

When was no one near to help,
Left alone to suffer on my own,
I called Your Name.
Lord, Your blessings showered in no time.

In the vast sea of life,
I lost my boat.
Impossible to reach at bay,
No boatman visible to save.
The Almighty, in the form of wave,
brought me ashore safe.

Now, I know well..
You're every where around me.
Every where You shine.
Formless Lord of mine,
Every form You take.
In lotus feet of Yours,
I have only to offer that 
has been offered to me by You.
The rememberance of Your Name
brings peace and joy to my humbled heart..