ruined?

He's dangerous..
He'll ruin you..
I've been advised again
He's what?
God ONLY knows!
And why should I care?
What do I share?
Why should I feel cheated?
Why should I feel hurt?
Nothing has happened
In real?
Why I write?
What is right?
Just for writing sake, may be!
Enough of damage caused
What has he gained from it?
Writers n poets are dangerous
They may make or ruin anyone
By twists and turns of their words
Unpredictable!

head strong?

One thing clear
You're not normal
What goes in your head
Absolutely abnormal
What you are inside
What you show outside
And what you write
Have no co-ordination
Confusing?
Oh yes
I'm stuck 
What next?
Should I stay
To see your daily twists
Or just note what's going on
I'll better come off and on
Not paying heed to
What you sing a song
You know I think
To no one you belong
As now you've made very clear
Please don't ever refer to me
I'm more head strong!

hmm..

So you wanna send me away
Having twists in dealing each day
Okay I didn't stray and heard you
all the way......
Now, you're clear
You have your way
It's better now 'never to stalk me'
I say....
As I've seen
All that evident at places how much 
whom do you care

A chain of thoughts..

I wish I have days
when I sit alone and read
under the shade of a tree 
where cool breeze may please
and birds may now and then
set their music only to add bliss
where squirrels may come and go
always more fun to show hiding
and hopping then running upon 
barks and burrows and I have
nothing to do, no thought, no work,
no worry as if world at stand still
my mind painting its own picture
remembering love that is deep in
my heart never given away still
keeping me away from the crowd
who never understands its meaning
simply shouts oh how I miss my 
solitude where I wait for no future 
and past is at rest just present seems
to be at it best with a book in my hands
with poems of love in it just written for me
each hour, everyday, every month
added to years day and night with sun 
and moon to witness and cheer how much
love matters to hearts who never meet in 
this world are always apart still an invisible
communication a connection hold them both
with day to day ups and downs happiness
and sorrows nothing less than real thoughts
may be more deeper and deeper it grows
each day with rare mortals to know and absorb
I think I'm drowning I'll never be saved I die
a blissful death of sweetest pain that creeps 
through eyes set at the blue sky flows to the 
brightest heart with each beat and suddenly
soul is set free in the vast firmament spreading
all that it had the drown, the love, the days,
the nights, those trees, squirrels, birds everything
hoping someday reaches the place to meet person 
from where the messages exchanged in eternity!!!

Doors always open..

I'm so happy wherever I go
An unknown secure warmth
Wraps me as with time grows
'I'm not alone' is a feeling so new
Whenever I go to the shrine 
There's someone who knows
Though I'm late I had a reason
His Love for me remains perfect
As His doors for me forever open
They never remain closed
That comfort feeling fills me with zest 
To face life with a smile sans worry
Come what may my Love n Respect 
for Him each passing day grows......

Every time!

Incomparable comparisons to make
Difficult task asked to take
Never a comparison did I make
Choice was One n Only One n Divine
Moments still alive with pine
See, 
Till now my Love shines
Tell me, did I mistake?
Who doubted, took time?
A poet, who does compare..
Every time!

You are..

You're the pain in my heart, 
comes as surprise..


You're the tears in my eyes, 
never dries..


You're the search of soul, 
never dies..


You're the time, 
returns with no replies..


You're the words I find,
my poetry does comprise..


You're actually what?


You say,
A considerate friend,
A Spiritual Guide..


I have to say,
My love is boundless,
in depth of depths resides..

Brain Wash?

I know my place
I maintain my grace
He knows well my face
For months I had to trace
I was a fool he was a flirt
I left him smiling at someone 
As was nothing left to assert
I'm fed up of him and his ways
Let others tolerate his plays


I don't bother about him anymore!

face forever disgrace!

Ebb and flow of tides;

Emotions either side?

Fake or real;

Who'll decide?

I wanted an answer;

Is there a transfer?

Life's weird it seems;

What should I expect,

..before insanity takes to extremes?
I followed the birth charts,
It shows not a trace of storm,
In near or far away years from now,
All is well and at peace, not a raised brow,
Even the present has no role to show..
Then why should I go with the transient flow?
Realize my place sooner than face forever disgrace!

Yes, I'm happy for what I am..

Mother's child
knows not pride
and how I miss
my clever ride
I should have learnt 
the pranks they play
I should have got the 
ideas to tease guys
and run away 
I wish I knew how to 
spy to keep those secrets
which none deny
I should have stayed
with them to say they're
best just to announce
 it was a jest
I wish I could go back
again apply my wits
to kick them and win
Now, I sit in a corner
call my mother to let her 
know I'm still fine, my face
does glow, to thank her
for keeping me safe for 
the only one who'll for
lifetime will love me sure
Yes, I'm happy for what
I am..

day of doom..

How many times you've made me die
And how many times you will more make me cry
When all asked how you come to know him
The truth is I still know you not
In heart of hearts I've always thought 
only of you
Innumerable sleepless nights have witnessed 
my tears and helplessness 
I've tried to touch you, know you more
knowing I'm not worth you
Deep with in there's always a voice saying
there's something which will never go
Will keep waiting, waiting and waiting
Not now, or for days to come
For a final judgement till the day of doom

I leave..

You've taught me 
not to be jealous,


You've taught me
remain calm all times,


You've taught me 
bear up with all pain,


You've taught me to love,
despite all loss and gains,


Yet why it seems you hide 
your real motive,


If you're with someone, 
not mine, tell me soon..


I'll never come again,
I leave..

Good Night..

As thoughts wait
for me to 
write and choose..


I know I'm blank
when go ahead 
to see my muse..


Broken many times
strength n hope 
to foresee..


It seems I'm tired
as my eyes fail to carry 
me along n' please..


I'll come to go to 
come again
next day..


How long it goes on
in days to come,
know not but
can only pray..


Life teaches hard 
lessons, there's 
much left to 
learn n' seek..


A balance of all
in life is must,
must know the 
taste of weak..


A dawn of tomorrow
waits with new vigor
to infuse..


So before I retire, 
good night 
to you n' your muse..

thankful

I know very well
It'll hardly matter at all
If I leave or I dwell
Still thankful to you
You ask me to remain
Till the sound of my knell

Watching..

Seen
or
Unseen
I'm Always there
Watching..

One role..

I've not 
been assigned
Any Powers
Only one Role
Wait..

Again thanks..

The other day someone
who's a so called RICH :)
was asking remedy for 
his stomach ailment,
Poor thing!!!
He just cannot resist
junk food provided 
in chain hotels and
restaurants....
I don't blame him,
tasty trans-fatty acids
will show their true colors
now and then....
The other day, I 
happened to be at one
of his places, where I work,
My job is to dry those
wet spoons n forks,
 that were also given to 
him with a dirty towel!!!
Hope he'll remember
forever those ultra-rapid
movements of his bowels ;)

Thanks for sharing

Didn't I know
 from the start,
Love is a game 
played between 
a fool and a flirt....



That's why I 
never gave 
you my heart.. ♥



Yes, I fully agree buddy,
Love is a game played
between a fool and a flirt..



But its different here,

coz 
neither 
I, a Fool 
nor
You, a Flirt!



Now, Go
somewhere else,
try again 
and start..

Melody of pain and tears..

My humble 
Scarce knowledge
Knows not much 
About Classics 
or their word..
Tho' words engraved
Forever in souls 
Whose lives
Sung in Melody of
Pain and Tears..

Another World..

I hear him often saying,
"You're whole day
in front of screen..
As if about to embrace 
or something..?
Tell me,
How many papers 
have you written?"
He knows,
I've not, none..
I'm in another World!