There was a knock Knock to the doors My mind unaware May be closed Awarded or ashamed A creature put to blame Voice silenced Just because I, a girl Brutal in minds Who or where the shine Darkness gallops Birth till death Don't mourn Don't show Given a chance Will you not prove You too are the one Brutal minds Dealing deadly crimes I, a girl Am to be blamed For a girl to be I avoid too, To bring.. What's the difference Between you and me I, a commodity For your eyes to see Your grievous touch Has set me free No matter What show Everyone knows If not belong Your family I, a mere commodity Call me now names Mother/sister/daughter Brutal minds Your eyes still seek To snatch and kill My innocent laughter Award me The Woman of the Year Brave courageous spirit While deprived share Of liberty, not-a-bit How many hearts cry? Who are still dry? With news of rape Sensation grows Are they sympathetic Masks hide practice Where's the fault? Upbringing of both Indecent cures Glamour, of course Burn such Materials and methods Set them ablaze Literature/cinema/any dirty gaze Demolish towers Motives behind their praise Scaring you, For they have powers Called demure beings? Beautiful, hot things? Answer to them with Defense skills Give yourselves such wings Carry courage to face An odd, when rings A victory flag No one will give Create yourself If want to live..
Bitter stings Perfect Efforts to organize A waste Cheated or cheating Same feeling Remains Power hurts Crushes Pains Will lead to Death Dry desert Thorny bushes Awarded Goes on Accepted
Writing waits.. At the far corner Searching space Looks here and there Almost everywhere What to hide, Before feeling subsides Why this steal, Scared to unseal Why not flow, Not letting go Where's a blow, Another way to grow Something's unfair Prevents to share Why not dare, Expose bruises bare Bars fail to break Darkness ahead No star to guide Laws to abide Now, What to write? Truth, Ready to bite..
There's a grown up man With soft funny gaze All's not funny though No matter all praise Every time I face him He tries to embrace An inner warning suggests As discomfort ablaze Here comes for me A resolution this year Next time he does so My voice I'll raise Do you too, See him around?
He escaped those slaps My hands that mapped Whose face was wrapped Who wandered in search of Knocking down a crack. No one dares maybe As he hears no plea Threatens all he sees Unaffected hardly by Any passing decrees. His most deserving deeds Ever changing creeds His moods his shows With uncaring attitude He comes, and then goes. Inner tears do follow He pities self or others Doubts exist to swallow Unrestricted somehow His ways are allowed. Every thing he does Cannot be displayed For what comes out Seems as if pre-played Left as laughing stock. Dark thoughts do scare Falsity felt in his prayer Made up lies boldly sold I've bought all from him Kept in store as if some gold. Always to remember, I thought for once Was it love sans glance Oops, falsely, wrongly for The stranger..
How much do I know? As much as you show.. That too, Only when to the places I've been shown to go.. Now, tell me.. How much do you know? Your a mischief monger, I do know.. Absorbing the whole of Gossip show.. No doubt, For your abstract skills, For a later twisted grand show.. Without knowing even, You attack my privacy.. Ethics is not your word Channels tuned to needs.. While fools are those like me, Expecting the unexpected, To hear and see.. All the while knowing, Movies are inspired by life, But, life's not a movie..
As appreciation ran, In sprayed showers.. Amusing proximity, Was it rightly called? An advancing trouble, Concealed in clots.. A sure shot disclosure, What it brought? Oh, so much gratitude, Believe all not.. Overall it left, A bad taste in mouth!
Asked the one who could see ahead What waits next tell something Apart from worries of earning bread Struggles have left the scene Faces smile full of beam Ample of sunlight fills the room Windows are tall with floral falls Winds escape a song through them Well, that is what has always followed I've brought such scenes to my home Even if I had bare wealth to follow Wet soils sing to the melody of swings Vibrant hues sway the clouds that bow Chirpings spread to fill yearning ears What more to ask when moods mellow? What looks like fun may turn out sour Beware your ways you lose the power Keep a record of doings every hour Your thoughts scream while I see Throwing you down from fantasy tower Grasp one truth that's the whole truth Kindness though good can harm you Agony brought will remove you soon Climb your own stairs made each day Make them strong by self will and pray Torments before touching will go away Tears rolled down these weary eyes As he blessed and went his way..
Pinching words scattered in the way Ask me will you accept us If we pray Life bends now and then skipping often A beat or two as if paying Some tribute away Who has all one can never tell while Gaps in between carry empty cries Being mocked time and again Where's mercy, love, charity they say They are all life's games all play Their eyes closed to dismay Move forward to lay bare their souls And see them how they betray Battered badly how they scare away Buried deep not seen such wounds Their futile attempts don't stop to stay Void holds voids in a concurrent display Will you still play?
Let me pick the ends of messed up strings.. Meshed laces with illusory seams.. While hearts dishonored throw cautions of fling.. Brightness with flaws coaxes, Sing-sing-sing Yeah somehow, A feel of happiness this surely brings..
कुंठाओं से शिकस्त, कब तक ? ग्रंथियां ये बेड़ियाँ, रोकेंगी राहें, आखिर कब तक ? कूप का अन्धकार, मेरा है। इन परछाईयों से, सरोकार भी, मेरा है। भ्रम और तृष्णा, का ज्वार, हाँ वह भी मेरा है। किसने गुंथा ऐसा संसार, जिसमे हर दुःख, हर पीड़ा, मानो सब मेरा है। दूर छोर इस कूप के, इक बूँद रौशनी की, बदलती निराशा; इक दिशा आशा की .. खींच लेना है खुद को, इस तमस से .. अंतर्मन स्वयं, संबल सहारा है।।
